Giving in feels so fucking good sometimes. It’s almost like
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Masturbation
I know what you mean!
And if it isn’t those it’s some hyper fixation on something. I had to write a song before I went to bed the other night. It was a pain in the ass.
Oh yeah, that also happens, fixating to the point of insomnia and obsession. Hope you were able to get some sleep. What’s the song about if you don’t mind me asking?
lol I went down around 0345. I don’t mind you asking but it’s not exactly wholesome so I’ll put it in a spoiler for people sensitive to harsh topics.
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On the surface it’s about being controlled by someone else. The subtext is about being raped though. (Nothing based in personal experience thankfully)
Very interesting, sounds like an intriguing piece of music. Do you write songs a lot? Is it a hobby or a profession? I’m so impressed with people who can create music.
I’ve done music as a passive hobby for a long while. I’ve been in a couple bands with friends, nothing much has ever come out of it and most of what I’ve tried to make isn’t fit for human consumption most of the time. I’ll get flashes of having to write something, then reread it the next day and just be like “Wow… This, is garbage.” and I’ve relistened to songs I made a ways back and I just cringe at how bad they are. But it’s still a fun outlet. I still like to try to create. I still like to goof around.
I think it’s really cool that you create for the fun of it. Way too many people take life way too seriously (myself included sometimes).
