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Cake day: 2025年6月28日

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  • 37 days. One day I took a look in the mirror and I didn’t like what I saw. So I changed it. Honestly it’s not at all difficult after the fourth or fifth day, it just gets really hard to sleep. I was in my early twenties and I still had the willpower for that (and probably the metabolism) but I don’t anymore.

    Edit to be clear: I don’t recommend this. It was a harsh decision born out of a lot of depression and other issues. I drank a lot of water and took multivitamins. It worked but I was probably just lucky I didn’t end up in the hospital.



  • See I LIKE the dark souls games and series and etc, I’m just not very good at them. I don’t like the “drip feed you story through item description” thing though. That’s also a way of looking at humanity I never thought to think of…Mostly I just died lol. Though I suppose that in and of itself says something.

    And also it’s very important to do whatever you can to stavw off those ideations. I’ve been there, scars to prove it. I’m sorry it took me so long to reply but if you ever need anyone to talk to, I have your back. Even if you just want to shoot the shit :)









  • Wow, that was…a lot more than I was expecting. Fuck dude, that’s rough. It sounds like you’re a smart guy and have your bases covered but damn, all the same. Must have the patience of a saint too, to not just throw out the info and prove her wrong, I’d still feel personally slandered even if she wasn’t naming names. But not getting involved whatsoever is probably the smartest choice.

    I had my first fiance accuse me of rape, CSI vans at my place and everything. It never went anywhere because it didn’t fucking happen but when I asked to press charges I remember the words I was told very vividly; “Unless you have video or a third person party witness there’s nothing we can do”. So I can just get my life ruined for no reason whatsoever on someone’s whim and there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it unless you sign up for a throuple. Destroyed my trust in people. If I wasn’t lucky enough to actually get a good detective who listened assigned I’d probably still be in jail right now because of her lie. She’s a soldier now so that makes sense.