How not just give up? There is nothing left, no viable career options, hobbies are pointless because there’s just no improvement past certain point anyway, no alleviation to the fucking constant hurt that’s AuDHD. And nobody gets it, nobody.
Any insight, other than “seek help”, would be welcome right about now.
That would be optimal, sure. The reality is, I’ll have good run learning something new, and at a certain level, just become so frustrated and burnt out, it’ll lose it’s appeal completely. Might return to it after years, only to repeat the cycle.