I am a few hours away from ending my life, wanted to tell all who subscribed and thought my little art project was neat a big thank you. You all brought me joy in a fun project I had. I was recovering from my 4th concussion when I was most active here, these images I created were helping me heal and express myself when I couldn’t work.
I felt I could contribute something to a budding community on the fediverse. It helped tremendously in my recovery having some direction and goals.
Today my story comes to a close, I’m drinking myself to death along with a couple sleeping meds and ibuprofen bc it’s what I have handy. I was going to turn my life around working as a life insurance salesman. However it required so much upfront cost to get started than I had available. I had put all my eggs in one basket. I cannot afford rent today. I’ve let down my two roommates, my wonderful girlfriend who believed in a shared future together, and my daughter who has 11 more years to work out with her mother.
Fuck capitalism, fuck Trump and his entire cabinet along with the GOP, fuck the United States of America.
Listen to some Rush (hemispheres specifically) for me and punch some Nazis.
Long love the fediverse, long live you all here.
Love, Rebels_Droppin (Logan)
You have a wonderful girlfriend so you’re already winning. Get a hug from her and go face the consequences with your roommates. It sucks but you’ll win in the end.
Get a crappy job for now and bear through it for a few months.
If they kick you out then your free. It sucks being homeless but you get to come back from Rock bottom on your own terms.
Get a pass to a 24 hour gym where you can take showers and even kill a lot of down time by working out and improving yourself.
But once it’s over it’s over and your legacy will not be good
Take everybody’s advice and make your legacy awesome!