I think I’m getting some of my mojo back, or maybe just getting better at knowing what I want, and when I want it?

• Finally met this guy from Beirut. I literally got into the city, reached my place, and I had an hour to kill before meeting friends. A Lebanon-based Polish tourist who regularly visits NYC finally coincided and wanted to finally bottom for me. Very slim, tall, smooth twinky type. I told him I don’t have much time, wouldn’t want to top but we should have some quick fun.
  • But nah, once we got into it, we both wanted to fuck - he wanted it bad.
  • The mechanics were great, loved his moaning. Wanted to kiss more while I was fucking, but also wanted to hear him moan, so did a bit of each until I came in him and I had him jack off while I was still fucking.
  • Had a nice little chat, too. He’s a nice guy <3
• Fun-sized bottom friend came over for slow oral, with unexpected ending. He’s a small young shaved twinky guy, and it’s fun to watch him do his thing. Smaller mouth and hands struggling with my dick are fun, too :-)
  • And for the second time now, he ended up cumming from just the pleasure of sucking my cock and friction as he was rubbing on my bed. And wow cheers to him, it was a massive puddle of semen!
  • He needed a little break, and we cuddled, and ultimately he felt bad but didn’t have it in him to continue. Sad for me, but happy he really enjoyed.
  • Which led to me still looking and…
• Extended oral worship the same night. Finally connected with a guy in my neighborhood who has wanted to really take his time and suck my cock for a long time. Said he really wants to “serve” and I was happy to oblige. We had a drink and a little weed together, and he put on a playlist and went to work.
  • Brilliant oralist. I don’t know what he was doing with his mouth, I felt like I left my body at times. It was fun how we was sucking to the beat of the music at times. And barely/strategically using hands, which is exactly how I like it.
  • This edging lasted over an hour. With me sitting on his couch and him down on the floor, head buried between my legs. It only ended when he finally decided to shift his pace/intensity, and he swallowed my load. It took me a while to catch my breath! Hung out, and we both appreciated getting to know each other, he says I can come by any time :-D