Sorry I got late; this weekend was very strange for so many reasons…
I might make another comment here with a longer story but here’s a quick one:
Second, after it had been about 2 weeks since I’d came (sickness + a houseguest), my goddess decided it had been too long. Of course, I made her cum before she even touched me. Then she edged me a good ~10 times. She called me “good” after each time I told her I was getting close, which I thanked her for. It was the most I’ve ever been edged, I was making some really pathetic moans at the end. She climbed on top to finish me off inside of her. I kept getting too into it and moving my hips too much, which meant I fell out of her a couple times. I had to learn to let her do her thing and not give into the urges. Eventually came inside her and thanked her.
I’ve never been edged like that. It sounds amazing. Like you shared, it looks like you need a lot of communication to be able to accomplish that. Nice!
Definitely worth exploring if you find the right person for it!! Or honestly, I’m sure it’s an absolute blast to do to another person.
I’m somewhat surprised you date females. I’m sure you were a very good slut. Does she lock you up when she’s done with you?
I’m pansexual and, while very much in the sub territory, can get switchy on occasion. Definitely a very good slut though ❤️ We play with chastity a lot, but I’m not locked up 24/7 or anything.
Some nice naughty fun, but also a good chunk of way more chaste dating fun to share!
Naughty:
- A younger tall lean muscle guy was going for a jog in the neighborhood, invited him over to get a bj. Fun cock to suck on, not too big. He had a rough/dom side which was fun for our play. He needed to cum by jacking off, which I’m not a fan of, but I understand some guys have difficulty with that. Decent range
- My well-hung sub neighborhood friend really wanted us to get together again. I went over and locked him in chastity again, then had him suck on my cock for about 40 minutes. I would play with his balls or his hole at times. Feed him poppers, make out with him a little, too. He’s been locked up for a week now while I was out of town. I told him to go to the gym and sauna and show off a little, just like he normally does. I’m waiting to hear back on how it went.
- Later that day, I went to visit a new friend in Brooklyn. Tall, blond, nicely muscled. We hung out in his apartment, played with his dog, made out, and got naked. Very fun to rim him. He wanted to bottom for me, but he didn’t have any lube!! We tried without lube, but I could feel skin on my penis beginning to tear. So instead I had him finish the blowjob my sub friend started, and played with his nipples while he jacked off.
Nice, a bunch of first dates:
- Met a younger guy to check out Fotografiska, a photography museum which is closing in a couple of months. Had a yummy lunch at a nearby diner afterwards, including some legendary onion rings omg. He’s cute, otter-type, nice legs, definitely would like to see again.
- Met a Long Island woman for coffee and snacks at this weird eclectic middle eastern + south asian + north african cafe. Nice conversation. Not sure if we’re a good personality fit, but I asked her out to dinner next, and let’s see. Gorgeous legs, sweet smile, and razor sharp intellect.
- Met a nurse in his neighborhood in Brooklyn for lunch. He showed me this cool cafe with some awesome local art and sculpture for sale. I’m tempted to be naughty and go buy this expensive vase I like. We chatted some more outside and had a few smooches. It was really fun to feel that even a couple of light kisses were enough to start getting me hard :-)
Observations:
- I do enjoy being dominant and a little rough. A lot. I don’t need it for sure, but it’s fun. A willing sub is an opportunity for me to be creative.
- Dates are really fun for me right now - whether they get physical or not. Though if they also get physical that’s even better :-)
- I am getting aroused way more easily recently. I think I’m getting more comfortable with my own sexuality and vulnerability and it’s paying off in how I feel and express affection and arousal. A few light kisses have never affected me like that so easily before.
Getting hard from light kisses is the BEST imo. Happy for you!!
2 weeks ago I met a chastity bottom and stayed the night at his place. Ate his beautiful ass that tasted like strawberries. He’s a gorgeous femboy type who takes good care of himself, and looks younger despite being my age. Too bad he ghosted me.
Now I’m in touch with a similar type of guy, potentially to meet in the next week or two. Frustrated that I can’t make it an ongoing thing with my exact type. This new guy wants me to piss on him and calls me “master”, so maybe he’s kinky enough to not get scared off.
What’s your exact type/ what might scare him off?
I’m into girly boys or boyish girls who are absolute sadists, or switches. My sexuality is BDSM-informed. That means I talk about rape and torture a lot. To me it’s all fun and games because I’ve never had the opportunity to get raped, never had a relationship last longer than 2 years, never talked to a doctor about HRT despite me desperately trying to avoid the label of “man”. I’m looking for someone to enable my depraved femininity.
I may be your guy.
I saw your username and for a second I thought you were Margot the sexy crossdresser. :D Message me <3
I don’t do much crossdressing. Never been in the living situation for it.
You should! I’m not in the best town for it, but I wear tomboyish girl clothes and a little makeup about 4 days per week. Trust me, you’ll be fine.
Not between my roommate and my job I won’t.
I appreciate you sharing. I can definitely relate to some of that. I hope you find some dom(me)s/switches too for some CNC ;)
Very little unfortunately on my front. I’ve been stroking to porn quite a bit but nothing outside of that. The orgasms have been pretty good though. Wouldn’t mind more than just porn.
Last night, me and my occasional FWB had sex. We started with me lying in the armchair while he rubbed his cockhead all round the area turning me on and coating my entrance with his sweet precum till I was really very wet and slippery. He milked my precum into the mix too. Eventually I was jst desperate and got him to sit down on a seat and then I slowly sat on his cock. The feeling of his cock inside me! We took it slow and it was intense. I could tell when he was about to cum and everything speeded up a bit even though we were really trying to take it slow and sensual, and I started cumming, so did he and I knew his sperm was being pumped inside me. Usually he pulls out and cums pressed against my crack, but last night I wanted him to stay inside me while he came. We’re pretty good at cumming together, mainly because I can really tell when he’s close and it’s the sexiest thing in the world to know he’s gonna cum.
I’ve been horny all day now!
Nice! Do you really like to be teased like that before you get fucked? When I top it’s so hard to resist not just ramming it in deep after I’ve been teasing my cock on a hole for a while like that.
I think I have a lot less sex than you and maybe I like to drag it out more when we do get together, I don’t know, but definitely we get turned on by each other’s desperation.If you were about to fuck me and you told me that you were finding it hard not to just ram it in deep, it would turn me on no end, but there’s an exquisite mind blowing sensation to the moment of penetration where your cockhead enters me and I just always want to pause there while my mind is just “COCK! Yesss! C O C K.”.
After that, I’m always going to want to get as much dick inside me as possible, but a long slow “oh yes his cock is entering me deeper and deeper” beats an immediate “oh fuck, he’s just fucking me with abandon, keep sliding yourself into me, fuck me, fuck me” at this stage because the “fuck yes FUCK, FUCK me HARD and FAST, GO for it, YES. FUCK ME, shove it in!” stage is definitely coming anyway, why skip this bit which I also love?
So often I really like to be in control at the first part because it’s deliciously intense and yes it drives him wild that he’s not balls deep in me yet, but again, the desperation and the sneaky pushing he’s doing is all very hot to me too.
There’s something profoundly sexy about letting a man have his way with you and letting him fuck you, but taking the first bit really slowly is just so mind blowing, I don’t want to miss it, and making each other hungry for it is a massive turn on too.