I’m in this picture and I don’t like it.
This is me. I’m in town and I want to be at home. I’m at home and I want to be out with friends. I’m out with friends and I want to be in bed. I’m in bed I want to play video games. I’m playing video games and I want to be in town. Over and over again in many different orders.
I just hate now, I guess.
When I feel like this I try to stop doing anything and try to feel actually bored. It is really hard for me to do this and often I cannot break this cycle. But when I am able to break it I often experience the urge to do something that does not let my brain skip to the next thing.
Same.
Me: Oh! A chance to do all the things that have been building up on my checklist!
Brain: But what about all these other things I just thought of? And you still haven’t even started learning Korean…The struggle is real 🥲
Fuck.
Pingu!!
Me trying to start a new Total War campaign.