I feel bad for posting and deleting so much. I just get so in my head over silly shit.

I’m very grateful for this community which allows me to mostly feel safe and not too embarrassed even when I overshare.

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Matched with a bodacious babe 9 years older than me who likes board games. Wish me luck.

Still want to learn Polish.

Honhon maybe I just get better at French.

I can read Cyrillic letters, maybe I should just learn Russian instead.

The hard part is learning how ł is w and w is v and s is szh is that right?

Might fuck around and try to learn Polish.

Hank Hill but he’s a goose: Honk Hill

I mean, yes, in an ideal situation?

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about to do my first aoe2 tournament set!

does this matter?

Tried Vinlandsaga again. Much easier with subs now, Thors’s English voice actor leaves something to be desired. The show is pretty fun, although sometimes I don’t know if I’m enjoying it on its terms or just amused by having so many anime tropes, conventions, tones in a setting that is typically treated quite differently. There’s something charmingly funny about having vikings talk about honor, saving face, being deferential to superiors, in that very staid and quiet way so typical of anime. It’s not that the concepts are inappropriate to the story or setting, it’s just the way that they’re presented is very distinct and notably different from western conventional portrayal.

It is good slop though, pretty cool fights and it’s definitely trying to have a good time while maybe leading up to some kind of observation about the nature of violence, power, and masculinity. Sometimes I like the over-the-top stuff and all the goofy warrior archetypes (e.g. guy who is really big [stoic]; guy who is really big [loves violence {malicious}]; guy who is really big [loves violence {not malicious}]), but sometimes the tropes are eh and it’s hard for me to an enjoy a knifey edgeboy consumed by revenge. Every now and then the show gets me a little because I am a huge fucking sap.

BUT THEN it hits you with the funniest end credit music. I’m sorry, there’s just something that gets me every time about the sudden shift into a Japanese woman doing an honestly pretty decent Norah Jones type affect.

You’re the dog man now

I just bought Elden Ring and my save from when I pirated it isn’t there. :( I really liked that character.

Were they an asshole, yeah. I just am trying to bring more forgiveness and love. This community has a tendency to hate people once they’re outside.

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I like to think that Melina would find this funny.