update: battery 0℅ and i should buy power adapter

today, but if battery dont die … i dont have charger for it right now

cafe

im born in 2009 (((((((( its really was in childhood then smartphones came there

this cam from 2011

im really love this retro thing

mary! she much more love petting than tishka

she come to me every morning and mrrrr wants to pet her

oneplus is very good much better than apple shit

not replacing, just use it like that at certain lightning it completly unvisible

under protective glass broken phone glass not visible much

and i can change screen when price for screen go lower (amoled 120hz isnt cheap)

also i scared to get chinese copy instead of original screen

im changed also back glass on it to transparent and put stickers inside

everyone can tell that i have cats based on my hands

true, he was VERY angry yesterday

also starting point

testosterone is shit that changes irreversibly whole body, only less than half HRT can reveverse, many things from T is even isnt fixable by surgeries eg body bones such as height or VERY dangerous and rare surgeries like calvicle reducion, feet reducion etc

that why im was VERY DYSPHORIC, ANXIOUS etc to start hrt when i didnt was hurt much by T(also i had pubrrty from 12-13 not 9 like some ppl), i really had high T and free T only god saved me from irreversible masculinizing by 3yrs on T like its did to boys at my age

also nikki’s starting point was pretty good yes looked like boy but feminine boy for me, also plus thin pretty bones

also im broke my phone glass AND ITS above front camera
so picture a little bit blinking now, better with protective glass + some glue in this spot

my cat really tired from cuddles

they should treat them as im know but dealers go to prison

i agree 100℅

i hate how doctors doing cold turkey instead of slow withdrawal and lead them into more illness, and dont treat them normally usually they back to drugs

everything is pretty you and even bed in nice colours, i need same

yes not drop, but block androgen receptors, eg cyproterone also have antagonist effect on them, and drop T naturally by working like progestin in HPG axis by suppessing LH and FSH and it never be zero because lh is testicle stimulant but we have also adrenal testosterone

but cypro may have stronger effects by blocking AR, when i used it its works instantly on AR and i feel better much and i didnt have that fast antipsychotic effect even on antipsychotics like painkiller

bicalutamide block only receptors it also okay, if bica taken mono it will boost LH levels because antagonist of AR in brain, more LH = more T but will have AA effect because AR is strongly blocked and some unused T will be aromotize into estrogen that cause feminization side effect in cis men threating androgen positive cancers, also not recommended to use as puberty blocker it will feminize not much but yes (for me is cool feature)

idk about spiro much but as im understand its working as pretty weak AA as side effect by antagonist to AR receptor

mono really doesnt need AA, because if estrogen is enough much and stable then HPG is suppressed so zero LH and T only adrenal like in cis women plus estradiol increases SHBG synthesis and free T is much more less than total, its works similar like GnRH agonists does by suppressing LH/FSH, so AAs on mono is pretty overkill and side effects

i recommend waiting when T stunt completly and body adopt to estrogen, for me it was not instantly

STRONGLY recomment doing blood work especially on high doses, because body can metabolize tooo much E and will cause pregnant like levels, more risk thrombosis(blah blah i dont trust this info because we use same E like in body) but 100℅ mood swings

increases risk of thrombosis by bioidentalticals have only oral estradiol because it have first pass and liver and it have metabolites that increases risk, and half of E is destroyed in liver, half is more than normal metabolized into weak Estrone

idk wrote as much as i can, i know too much information for a 16yo im really did huge research last years not only on hrt but also psychomeds, but only hrt made me pharmacist i definitly work as endo but getting diploma in russia in this sphere is pretty hard and im silly for typical educational system, but i can work in pharmacy getting college degree is not hard

should i work in pharmacy? i think there never be hard to find work i have ~10 pharmacies on ONE area in my city, eg two same zdravcity and also “april” ones pharmacies in ~100 meters each other three in one house, two in one house HOLY SHIT WHY THEY SO MANY IN ONE SPOT but also MANYYYY in other areas of city but one is sooo concentrated, funny that in all them i can buy w/o prescription estrogen pills/gels(also we recently got russian version of sanctioned divigel, plus recently we get lenzetto in russia) and bicalutamide(many russian generics as well) or spiro, if pharmacist have a bad day in one pharmacy i can go to next pharmacy in same building

really? didnt know bad things about them

i feel dopamine in my head, im really happy that orban failed

because it also support putin’s regime in my country

and he putin friend so there no putin and friends money flow to EU

putin’s money transit in EU

corruption

faking prev elections(as im know)

LGBTQIA repressions

ignoring EU

anti ukraine

WWWW-WHAT?!??!??! FINALLY

now there no putin pain in europe

now there no dictators in EU

now putin cant go money through hungary for his friends

i hope some day it also happen in russia

PUTIN FUCK YOU