what if it fucks my brain?
i used a few drugs. i still carry their side effect. i used a very little amount of steroids as painkillers a year ago. my eyes changed and never went back to normal. told the docs at the time and they didn’t take any responsibility and they couldn’t fix anything. shit like that happened more than a few times in different ways
science is an infant trying to be an adult when it comes to messing with human body
these are rationalizations to avoid what i avoid