i need to travel or i need to at least spend 40 hours per week being productive.

i am not productive because of my bad habits (sleeping late, pron, fast food, not going outside n walking).

this time, i do my bad habits because i am stressed due to a complicated situation. the situation is i am about to get close to someone(s) and it just makes me stressed.

i go to bed at like 6am. i just can’t stop doing that. i always feel bad if i don’t sleep when its dark.

i must make some important calls and visit some lawyers, but i wake up too late. people leave work when i wake up.

i don’t feel like going outside cause everywhere i look seem concrete, ugly, unkept and boring.

traveling makes me quit my bad habits. it just works. but it would be better if i was productive while i’m not traveling. its only for a few weeks anyway. so can you help me by becoming someone i have a connection with?

if this doesn’t work, i’ll start traveling on sunday. i’m fucking ruining my life at the moment. can’t keep doing that cause i’m gonna die and there’s no afterlife. traveling mostly fixes me in a few days. in about 10 days, i’ll feel at my max ish. in about 3 weeks i’ll undo the damage i’ve done in last 6 weeks (fitness). but if it would be better to be productive while not traveling hence this post.

now you can read my post again because i bet $2 you didn’t understand it