Edit: Okay so I just spent 45 minutes on the phone and finally got it reschedulled for NEXT friday afternoon…
Yay, now I have to deal with 10 more days of suffering until maybe I get some antidepressants 🫠
Also, that whole time, I was so anxious about accidentally tapping the big red END CALL button… I hate how phones are designed, why can’t be be a “slide to end call” thing? I hate this that you could accidentally touch the end call and fuck it up.

I just called them and the automated system said wait time is 30 minutes… 🫠
Yea idk I kinda don’t feel like waiting for 30 minutes on the phone… idk maybe I’ll call back later… or tomorrow… or maybe next week… or maybe never…
I hate my life.
I wish my parents would just call for me but mom is so sick of my depression she’s like “you’re an adult now, go call them yourself you lazy/cowardly shit”
Do they have a site where you can log in and message your healthcare provider(s)? Might be able to get through to them that way without suffering through half an hour of hold music.